okay. things are crazy here and if i don't get some of this out, i am going to explode.
my house is under attack again. i'm hoping to get the huge winding ceiling (kitchen, entryway, hallways...) painted tomorrow so that i can start on the walls. i can't wait to do the walls...another neat color (potato skin). so, in order to do this, we had to finish spray texturing the rest of the 'new' construction. my brother and my dad came over today and finished that for us. now, i'm ready to paint. this is the goal for tomorrow. i was hoping to get started tonight, but that's not happening. i'm going to try to buzz up my fairy godmother to entertain tucker while this is finished. oh that's riiiiight. i don't have a fairy godmother. silly me.
two words: hunting season. well, it is bow hunting for deer now, then in a few weeks rifle season starts, then when that ends it is still bow hunting season. well, matt does it all and it only being oh, a month into 'the season', i'm already ready to go to war with him. like the saturday's he is going to go out for 'a few hours' leaving at 6. i'm thinking he will be home around 11 or so...but it more like 4 or 5. it's killing me! tonight i have had it (watch out, here comes the little devil in me that needs to vent). last weekend we got into a major blowout. i had went out and stopped at his brothers for like ten minutes with a group of our friends and he was going nuts. i had even found a sitter (my parents) for tucker for the evening so that matt didn't have to feel 'stuck at home'. gosh, what am i saying? boy do i love my little guy more than life itself, but there are things i need/want to get done too! a few minutes to myself that don't include 'sleeping' or 'going to work' would be lovely. i need them for my sanity. so, tonight he makes dinner (thank you) and did daddy duty while i cleaned the floors, but after dinner, he takes a nap. says to wake him up in 20 minutes. well, 20 minutes go by, then an hour, then an hour and 20 minutes. he said he would do the dishes. so i left them. nope. jen and house were going to come over and so i urge him to get up or go to bed with tucker. oh, he gets up and is a bear. then after words goes to bed...which is wear he is now and i can hear him snoring on the baby monitor. urgh. oh and did i add that matt keeps asking me if i want to hunt again this year. um, no.
i had to get that out. sorry. i hate to air that kind of thing on here, but seriously tonight, i needed to. i know that each one of you reading this has been there (if you are a mommy) or someday you will be there and you will understand. tonight my knee is bothering me, i'm stressed because there is a million things i would love to get done, but i always run out of time. i am still trying to accept that everything will not always be done like it was before. ahhhh.
so, tucker and i worked on the crawling thing again today. he moves in his own little way. i would be assuming it will not be long and he will be on the move, at a much faster rate of speed. ah, then i really won't have time.
promise, more pictures to come, hopefully by tomorrow night. got some cute ones to share! well, off to, you guessed it, bed. i hope to have dreams of merry maids in my sleep.